Tuesday, April 27, 2010 ♥
After so many people had convinced me yet i still can't make up my mind ..
Why am i holding on to something when knowing it's impossible ..
I should had hated euu so much after what had happen but i dunno why i can't get myself to hate euu ...
The feeling really sucks so much , i m so tired of trying to make myself happy when i am not ..
How long will this thing go on ??
If i still can't get myself to be busy all the while , i will collapse anytime ..
What did euu really treat me as ??
Someone who can just be played with or someone that euu are making use of ..
The feeling i had for euu is more than i had expected ..
The fastest and foolish way to forget euu is to be fooled by euu ..
But i can't be sure whether i can really take such a damage coming from euu ..
I really hope that i can forget euu and not be so confusing now ..
Actually there's only one best way to solve what is going on now ..
But i am just being foolish to think that there might be hope around !!
What the hell am i really thinking ??
Knowing that i should be awake and face the reality but i still can't get myself to be awake ..
Knowing what's the fact yet i still lying to myself and not trying to believe things ..
listened to the sweet sound @ 4:07 PM
